my prophecy

Before you, when I was scared or nervous I would say to myself “don’t you always get what you want?” I would remind myself that I do and calm down. Now, after you, that is no longer true. Well, at least, I haven’t been able to trick myself into believing that it is.

Now I can only say, “what do you have to lose? You’ve already loved.” I remind myself that I have. Everything after that is just a bonus.