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You are back.I never wanted you to leave. I cried and screamed and begged. Begged you to love me through the chemotherapy, begged you to love me through his withdrawal, begged you to just love me. But...
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I know what it meant to you. I know because we talked about it. But you knew how I felt, you knew that those words wouldn't change anything. You know me, and you warned me this would happen. Well, we...
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And you never ended up coming homeYou just became something like smoke I tried too hard to hold
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It ends for us tomorrow. I was too busy getting ready that I didn't think about what the day meant.You have been my very best friend for the past three years. You have made me a better person, a better...
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All the winter birds were singing your name today. We were driving down that street and I didn't even notice until she didn't make the turn you always would. I sat quietly through lunch and then walked...
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I love you more than anything, I'm sorry I'm this way.But baby I can't change, and I never thought I'd fade.
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Thank you for being kind to me when I needed it.
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it's good that you can turn this off, turn me offlike a faucet that's leaking in your apartmentone that keeps you awake at nightspilling sounds that pull you from your bedand out of sleepi can no...
View Articlei can paint that fucking picture so well, too bad there's not enough light to...
i made it through treatment. it's 24 days later and i thought i'd feel calm. instead i'm thinking about the things she told me not to think about. i'm sitting at the gate waiting for a plane, even...
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it's okay to mess up, but it's not okay to give upbig brother quote of the day
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i almost had forgotten the code for images
Recovery is easy when I'm surrounded by people who love me. I'm stronger everyday and I'm learning to love myself. There are people in my life who care about me, never again will I focus any of my...
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the flesh covers the bone and they put a mind in there and sometimes a soul, and the women break vases against the walls and the men drink too much and nobody finds the one but keep looking crawling in...
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Last night I had a dream that I walked in on you using again. I spent the rest of the dream crying to you, begging you to stop, begging you to love yourself the way I love you. I can't shake that...
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Before you, when I was scared or nervous I would say to myself “don’t you always get what you want?” I would remind myself that I do and calm down. Now, after you, that is no longer true. Well, at...
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I will always appreciate bad days like this because they grant me a point of reference in regards to my happiness
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I can learn to live without
The shirt that you gave me helped keep me warm in the cold. I practically wore it daily, now it's worn. So I tried to try on others at least they gave me cover. But they don't give me as much comfort...
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You're afraid history is doomed to repeat itself. You're convinced this is a fact of life, much like it is a fact that records with scratches will always skip at the precise moment that your favorite...
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Today you climbed onto your roof to stare at the lights in the skyand you felt like if you reached out your hand far enoughyou could touch godand that maybe if you didhe would listenmaybe he would...
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